Did I do that?

I am newly aware
of the strength contained
in my small frame.
There is something strange about knowing
exactly what to do
and that restraint
is good in its place.
Even odder is when I understand
that this was the only
thing I could do.
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On a completely different note, congrats to any and all married/soon to be married couples (quite honestly, way too many to list here), etc etc. I’m dead tired.
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I second-guess
and think
that this
is not going to be healed.
And it breaks my heart.
Why are things so strange here?