{"id":2689,"date":"2012-06-03T01:33:07","date_gmt":"2012-06-03T06:33:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/?p=2689"},"modified":"2012-06-03T01:33:07","modified_gmt":"2012-06-03T06:33:07","slug":"too-quiet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/2689","title":{"rendered":"Too quiet"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>These days, sunset is the best and worst time. The way the light wraps around everything, creating the best moments to capture photos&#8230;this is the most wonderful thing, the only redeeming time. But the gloam can hold onto me if there is silence and I am alone, the almost-dark suffocating me with reminders and memories. I fill the space with music, with television, with cooking or baking or making&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m waiting, slightly paralyzed, but moving in some kind of direction. Making decisions.<\/p>\n<p><em>I would like my sunsets back.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>These days, sunset is the best and worst time. The way the light wraps around everything, creating the best moments to capture photos&#8230;this is the most wonderful thing, the only redeeming time. But the gloam can hold onto me if&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2689","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2689","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2689"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2689\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2693,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2689\/revisions\/2693"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2689"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2689"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2689"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}