{"id":1088,"date":"2008-03-16T19:41:03","date_gmt":"2008-03-16T17:41:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/1088"},"modified":"2008-12-28T21:19:15","modified_gmt":"2008-12-29T03:19:15","slug":"to-help-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/1088","title":{"rendered":"To help me&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I remember I listened to this song when he died,<br \/>\nabout a car flipping on the turn,<br \/>\nand about God and death and birth.<\/p>\n<p>and I remember I listened to live music through a CD,<br \/>\ncleaning my house to the cheering crowds<br \/>\nof music everyone loves.<\/p>\n<p>and I remember the song with slow sadness<br \/>\nin the heat of summer<br \/>\nwith sun-baked skin and sun-bright smiles.<\/p>\n<p>I remember the powerful taste of the violins<br \/>\nas voices cut through phone lines<br \/>\nand history was remade.<\/p>\n<p>and I remember how the music drifted in<br \/>\nat the beginning of spring<br \/>\nas we looked and never spoke.<\/p>\n<p>and I remember the color of eyes<br \/>\nas the softness of &#8220;the past and pending&#8221;<br \/>\nfloated through the hall.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Last night I dreamed<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>the wind nearly knocked us off of our feet<br \/>\nas the world ended&#8230;<br \/>\nmy dress swirled in disturbed waves<br \/>\nand arms wrapped around me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I remember I listened to this song when he died, about a car flipping on the turn, and about God and death and birth. and I remember I listened to live music through a CD, cleaning my house to the&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[14,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1088","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-haifa","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1088","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1088"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1088\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1347,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1088\/revisions\/1347"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1088"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1088"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1088"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}