{"id":1085,"date":"2008-03-02T22:22:25","date_gmt":"2008-03-02T20:22:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/1085"},"modified":"2008-12-28T21:17:43","modified_gmt":"2008-12-29T03:17:43","slug":"the-usual-pattern","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/1085","title":{"rendered":"The usual pattern"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>you let silence take us<br \/>\nyou, with your wildly inaccurate dreams, me alone in a busy room&#8230;<br \/>\nout we went, our years between somehow left on a dusty shelf in your old apartment<br \/>\nthe one that was never, ever clean.<br \/>\nI was your muse and sometimes you were mine, but mostly we were.<\/p>\n<p>We are now.<br \/>\nfor the first time in what was forever, I left and you left, in different ways.<br \/>\nI am.  Always will be, have never changed, and was honest about that.<br \/>\nYou will continue to be one of the most creative people I know.<br \/>\nBut I no longer know you.<\/p>\n<p>Gone we are down paths I said we would take, over and over,<br \/>\n&#8220;this is where you will go, and this is where I will go.&#8221;<br \/>\nand you just shook your head.<br \/>\n(remember, I said &#8220;I am always right.&#8221;)<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2119\/2304540305_ac7231b1b9_o.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2119\/2304540305_8bc5baeeb4_m.jpg\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Somehow, it just keeps happening.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>you let silence take us you, with your wildly inaccurate dreams, me alone in a busy room&#8230; out we went, our years between somehow left on a dusty shelf in your old apartment the one that was never, ever clean&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[8,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1085","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-friends","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1085","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1085"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1085\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1343,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1085\/revisions\/1343"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1085"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1085"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1085"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}