{"id":941,"date":"2006-11-24T03:42:35","date_gmt":"2006-11-24T01:42:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/word\/archives\/941"},"modified":"2006-11-24T03:42:35","modified_gmt":"2006-11-24T01:42:35","slug":"dust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/941","title":{"rendered":"Dust"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i am drowning in the past<br \/>\nall because i am leaving<br \/>\ni am holding on<br \/>\ndusty boxes and photos<br \/>\ni leave fingerprints<br \/>\non these white walls.<\/p>\n<p>write down everything<br \/>\nwrite every word and thought<br \/>\ni don&#8217;t want to have to guess<br \/>\nor overthink my analysis<br \/>\ni used to sing to them<br \/>\nin the soft sounds of me<br \/>\nmy little voice against waves<br \/>\nof unease.<\/p>\n<p>i can&#8217;t let go<br \/>\ni have these dusty fingertips<br \/>\nand haunting poems<br \/>\nand prayers that won&#8217;t come out<br \/>\nthese flashes of inspiration<br \/>\nthese depths of desertion<br \/>\ni have it all<br \/>\ni am holding it all in my heart<br \/>\nthis safe little box with a key<br \/>\ni broke it.<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m sorry.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i am drowning in the past all because i am leaving i am holding on dusty boxes and photos i leave fingerprints on these white walls. write down everything write every word and thought i don&#8217;t want to have to&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-941","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/941","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=941"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/941\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=941"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=941"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=941"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}