{"id":917,"date":"2006-09-08T17:05:38","date_gmt":"2006-09-08T15:05:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/word\/archives\/917"},"modified":"2006-09-08T17:05:38","modified_gmt":"2006-09-08T15:05:38","slug":"stepping-through-the-haunting-past","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/917","title":{"rendered":"Stepping through the haunting past"},"content":{"rendered":"

let the past haunt in its way
\npale eyes shining
\nwe’ll run and I’ll taste the reasons we died
\nlittle pieces of plastic and glass
\nI let them wedge into my heart
\npry out the molecules left
\ndispensing in the soup kitchen lines of fervor
\nthese streets are mine!
\nthese shadowed trees and dreams
\ntiptoe across bare asphalt, melting in the heat
\nso we fade with time
\npromises of secrets kept, whispered through tears
\nso maybe my trust was misplaced.
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I guess there is a lot that is new, a lot of things changing in my life, but this blog has never really been a place for that. The lists I make to help “organize” my life always get longer, but now I’m excited about these lists. I’m working toward something, toward my goals in life, and I feel like I’m finally making the drastic changes I knew I needed (and some completely unexpected ones).<\/p>\n

So summer ends and I smell leaves and everyone is shifting. I’m waiting, but the wait is not long anymore.<\/p>\n

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