{"id":856,"date":"2006-03-09T16:37:56","date_gmt":"2006-03-09T14:37:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/word\/archives\/856"},"modified":"2006-03-09T16:37:56","modified_gmt":"2006-03-09T14:37:56","slug":"letters-to-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/856","title":{"rendered":"Letters to myself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Once I tried to write a letter to you<br \/>\nyou of my past<br \/>\nyou haunt me still<br \/>\nin unknowing words<br \/>\nthat I would do anything to be<br \/>\nthe one you speak to<br \/>\nthe only one you speak to<br \/>\neven when we&#8217;ve stepped<br \/>\ninto other situations<br \/>\nI will never forget<br \/>\nI feel like I never learned<br \/>\nbut you always said<br \/>\nthis was forever<br \/>\npiece by piece I am taking out<br \/>\nmy memories and knowing<br \/>\nthat I am helpless against myself.<\/p>\n<p>Trying to forget<br \/>\norange streetlights against Chicago sky<br \/>\nmy tears brought out in the rain<br \/>\nalways tears, sometimes I ignore<br \/>\nthe reality in those times<br \/>\nI will never forget<br \/>\nquilts sewn from the fabric<br \/>\nof our twilight dreams.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Once I tried to write a letter to you you of my past you haunt me still in unknowing words that I would do anything to be the one you speak to the only one you speak to even when&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-856","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/856","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=856"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/856\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=856"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=856"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=856"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}