{"id":839,"date":"2005-12-04T02:03:59","date_gmt":"2005-12-04T00:03:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/word\/archives\/839"},"modified":"2005-12-04T02:03:59","modified_gmt":"2005-12-04T00:03:59","slug":"because","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/839","title":{"rendered":"Because"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>because the lights were on in glowing red and I saw stars beneath our skies.<\/b><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"IM000757.JPG\" src=\"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/IM000757.JPG\" width=\"359\" height=\"291\" border=\"0\" \/><\/p>\n<p><b>because I&#8217;m surrounded by more love that I could ever hope for.<br \/>\nbecause you(multiple) have had so much patience with my broken self.<br \/>\nbecause of music and dance and art, even though I struggle.<\/b><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"IM000758.JPG\" src=\"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/IM000758.JPG\" width=\"359\" height=\"297\" border=\"0\" \/><\/p>\n<p><b>because the beauty of this(these) interaction(s) makes my heart ache in a very wonderful way.<br \/>\nbecause there are more things here to love than not.<br \/>\nbecause I see hope in my interactions and thought process.<\/b><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"IM000759.JPG\" src=\"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/IM000759.JPG\" width=\"363\" height=\"286\" border=\"0\" \/><\/p>\n<p><b>because this will always be home for a million reasons.<br \/>\nbecause I finally begin to see in a darkness of my own creation.<br \/>\n<i>because the lights were glowing in the skies!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>This is what I can finally say<br \/>\nwhen you(multiple) never ask me how or why.<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>because the lights were on in glowing red and I saw stars beneath our skies. because I&#8217;m surrounded by more love that I could ever hope for. because you(multiple) have had so much patience with my broken self. because of&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-839","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/839","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=839"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/839\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=839"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=839"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=839"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}