{"id":820,"date":"2005-09-12T01:16:50","date_gmt":"2005-09-11T23:16:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/word\/archives\/820"},"modified":"2005-09-12T01:16:50","modified_gmt":"2005-09-11T23:16:50","slug":"masks","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/820","title":{"rendered":"Masks"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This is such a beautiful mask<br \/>\nwith smiles and laughter trimming the edges<br \/>\nSuch a delicate creation, all wrapped in<br \/>\nwords covering things unsaid.<br \/>\nWanting something to hold on to,<br \/>\nbut masks take me back.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m the last to admit<br \/>\neven to you&#8230;<br \/>\nand I&#8217;ll never say<br \/>\nall the things I wanted to.<br \/>\n&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>Such a strange universe I find myself in, at the moment.  The first hints of panic-inducing tests and learning about detachment in a very real way.  Feeling as though the other things were just quizzes.  Fascinating.<\/p>\n<p><i>1:00 am is a lonely time in the world.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Maybe I need to curl up with a good book. hmm&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is such a beautiful mask with smiles and laughter trimming the edges Such a delicate creation, all wrapped in words covering things unsaid. Wanting something to hold on to, but masks take me back. I&#8217;m the last to admit&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-820","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/820","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=820"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/820\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=820"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=820"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=820"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}