I am newly aware
\nof the strength contained
\nin my small frame.
\nThere is something strange about knowing<\/i>
\nexactly what to do
\nand that restraint
\nis good in its place.
\nEven odder is when I understand
\nthat this was the only
\nthing I could do.
\n——————————————————
\nOn a completely different note, congrats to any and all married\/soon to be married couples (quite honestly, way too many to list here), etc etc. I’m dead tired.
\n——————————————————
\nI second-guess
\nand think
\nthat this
\nis not going to be healed.
\nAnd it breaks my heart.
\nWhy are things so strange here?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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