{"id":781,"date":"2005-05-08T01:46:50","date_gmt":"2005-05-07T23:46:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/word\/archives\/781"},"modified":"2005-05-08T01:46:50","modified_gmt":"2005-05-07T23:46:50","slug":"frustration","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/781","title":{"rendered":"Frustration"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Can\u2019t put the words in to sentences that make sense<br \/>\nlethargy consumes me\u2026wait,<br \/>\nit consumes you, and I\u2019m just here for the beautiful view.<br \/>\nThere is a disconnect between our hearts and intellects<br \/>\nunder-educated because self-education is just too hard.<br \/>\n&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>I speak to <i>you<\/i> and <i>you<\/i> and <i>you<\/i> and <i>you<\/i>&#8230;<br \/>\nI love you but I&#8217;m <b>frustrated<\/b>.<br \/>\nNo, that is not the right word.<br \/>\nI am <b>baffled<\/b>, <b>disheartened<\/b>, <b>distressed<\/b>, and <b>vexed<\/b>&#8230;<br \/>\nand also:<br \/>\n<b>encouraged<\/b>, <b>heartened<\/b>, <b>triumphant<\/b>, and <b>uplifted<\/b>.<br \/>\nA strange combination to have sitting inside my head.<\/p>\n<p><i>Why are such things as this always written in the middle of the night?<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Can\u2019t put the words in to sentences that make sense lethargy consumes me\u2026wait, it consumes you, and I\u2019m just here for the beautiful view. There is a disconnect between our hearts and intellects under-educated because self-education is just too hard&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-781","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/781","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=781"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/781\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=781"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=781"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=781"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}