{"id":723,"date":"2004-11-24T01:32:57","date_gmt":"2004-11-23T23:32:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/word\/archives\/723"},"modified":"2004-11-24T01:32:57","modified_gmt":"2004-11-23T23:32:57","slug":"nightmares","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/723","title":{"rendered":"Nightmares"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the threat of separation<br \/>\ndraws me in<br \/>\nto this nightmare realm<br \/>\nwhere I search<br \/>\ncalling your name<br \/>\nthere is an echo back&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>this scenario has happened before<br \/>\nin a different situation<br \/>\nin my dreams.<br \/>\nI wait for you in the room<br \/>\nonly to discover that someday<br \/>\nyou will leave.<\/p>\n<p>in my head these things reign<br \/>\nsupreme over rational thought<br \/>\nI awake with pain and terror<br \/>\nspreading through my soul.<br \/>\nI reach out to find your presence<br \/>\nstill lingering in my heart.<\/p>\n<p>these dreams keep coming&#8230;<br \/>\nand I, a stranger to death<br \/>\nrealize that this is my fear of<br \/>\nsomeday.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the threat of separation draws me in to this nightmare realm where I search calling your name there is an echo back&#8230; this scenario has happened before in a different situation in my dreams. I wait for you in the&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-723","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/723","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=723"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/723\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=723"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=723"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=723"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}