{"id":714,"date":"2004-11-01T00:20:01","date_gmt":"2004-10-31T22:20:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/word\/archives\/714"},"modified":"2004-11-01T00:20:01","modified_gmt":"2004-10-31T22:20:01","slug":"in-those-days-past","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/714","title":{"rendered":"In Those Days Past"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In those days past<br \/>\nwhen summer was the overriding season<br \/>\nour smiles were open<br \/>\nthe cynical twists of the mouth didn&#8217;t exist.<br \/>\nThere was no pain behind those eyes.<br \/>\nIt was the Sobes and the Guccis and the core Chicago youth.<br \/>\nIt was frisbee and cooking together,<br \/>\nmoving in and out of dorms<br \/>\nand driving Lake Shore Drive at 2 am.<br \/>\nIt was trips from the suburbs to the city<br \/>\nwith analyzing and thought.<br \/>\nIt was singing and praying and fixing the Center<br \/>\nIt was CCA and UIC, trips to Louhelen in February<br \/>\n(lets spend Valentines day talking about college).<br \/>\nIt was sisters and brothers, blood-bound or not,<br \/>\nand finding the people you didn&#8217;t know existed.<br \/>\nIt was outward-looking orientation, before we ever heard that word.<br \/>\nIt was service without asking &#8220;What&#8217;s in it for me?&#8221;.<br \/>\nIt was volunteering at the House of Worship.<br \/>\nIt was the beginning of the Chicago Youth Desk and the interns.<br \/>\nIt was beaches and Ruhi book 7.<br \/>\nIt was when the word &#8220;relationship&#8221; didn&#8217;t matter<br \/>\nand &#8220;crushes&#8221; were silent, beautiful things,<br \/>\nwhen Shakespearean love brought nothing but smiles.<br \/>\nIt was dancing and late night calls to say &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry, did I offend you?&#8221;<br \/>\nIt was mutual support and realizing it was ok to say<br \/>\n&#8220;I love you&#8221; without it meaning anything more than that.<br \/>\nIt was the &#8220;one girl with all the guys&#8221; or<br \/>\nthe &#8220;one guy with all the girls&#8221; but no one noticed.<br \/>\nIt was all of the Chicago youth BLAZONING the name of Baha&#8217;u&#8217;llah,<br \/>\nand singing to the National Spiritual Assembly.<br \/>\nIt was nearly drowning in the river and 24 hour diners.<br \/>\nIt was Persian Conference and Greenlake,<br \/>\nand ninja videos shot in a Japanese garden.<br \/>\nIt was jam sessions and crazy guitar serenades.<br \/>\nIt was the Taste of Chicago and Erykah Badu,<br \/>\nthe 3rd of July with fireworks on the beach.<br \/>\nIt was the UofC and The Pit,<br \/>\nand all night talks about deep subjects.<br \/>\nIt was dinner and movies and an intense lack of sleep.<br \/>\nIt was when goals and dreams seemed realistic.<br \/>\nIt was true friendship with that honesty and laughter&#8230;real connections.<br \/>\nIt was joy and discovery, freedom from judgement and drama.<br \/>\nIt was 2003.<br \/>\nAnd it made us what we are today.<\/p>\n<p><i>(Neda &#038; Sholeh collaborated to write this memory collection)<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In those days past when summer was the overriding season our smiles were open the cynical twists of the mouth didn&#8217;t exist. There was no pain behind those eyes. It was the Sobes and the Guccis and the core Chicago&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-714","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/714","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=714"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/714\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=714"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=714"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=714"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}