{"id":607,"date":"2003-12-18T03:12:11","date_gmt":"2003-12-18T01:12:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/word\/archives\/607"},"modified":"2003-12-18T03:12:11","modified_gmt":"2003-12-18T01:12:11","slug":"avoid-dance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/607","title":{"rendered":"avoid-dance"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I got the feeling that we were<br \/>\ndelicately dancing around a few subjects tonight<br \/>\nsomehow the timing is never right<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not sure how to express<br \/>\nmy thought process<br \/>\nit is like a test I&#8217;m going through<br \/>\nwell, just between me and you<br \/>\nCan&#8217;t just settle on a decision<br \/>\nIt isn&#8217;t like things can&#8217;t stay the same<br \/>\nthat is the preferred mode<br \/>\nof transportation<br \/>\nWe wouldn&#8217;t know where to place the blame<br \/>\nif something went wrong<br \/>\nwe couldn&#8217;t say that we didn&#8217;t know<br \/>\nthe outcome<br \/>\nWhat I&#8217;m trying to say is:<br \/>\nI&#8217;m avoiding my self-destructive behavior<br \/>\ntrying to move myself forward<br \/>\nand not make you my savior<br \/>\nthat is what happens, you see&#8230;<br \/>\nI turn you into my protector<br \/>\nto make my life easy<br \/>\nbut that isn&#8217;t what its supposed to be about<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not about to put our connection through that<br \/>\nit would be like an emotional burnout<br \/>\nTherefore I am back where I started<br \/>\ntrying to reason and rhyme<br \/>\nit&#8217;s like I&#8217;m trying to find<br \/>\nthat understanding that calms me down<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I got the feeling that we were delicately dancing around a few subjects tonight somehow the timing is never right I&#8217;m not sure how to express my thought process it is like a test I&#8217;m going through well, just between&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-607","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/607","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=607"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/607\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=607"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=607"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=607"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}