{"id":2146,"date":"2010-06-29T13:18:05","date_gmt":"2010-06-29T19:18:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/?p=2146"},"modified":"2010-06-29T13:18:05","modified_gmt":"2010-06-29T19:18:05","slug":"oh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/2146","title":{"rendered":"oh."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>start. stop. stuttering.<\/p>\n<p>my heart crashes into the pit of my stomach<br \/>\nI might forget for 5 minutes, or an hour, and then it all rushes back.<\/p>\n<p>in circular thought I spin<br \/>\nin dreams we claw through mud as thick as limbo<br \/>\nas thick of the loss of hope<br \/>\ntrapped inside my head<br \/>\nthe words struggle to be heard<br \/>\nunderstood without meaning<br \/>\noh the wasted years<br \/>\nthe wasted tears<br \/>\nthe forever dreams and joy&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/sholeh\/4746177111\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.static.flickr.com\/4119\/4746177111_7f7e0cb2eb.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"178\" height=\"268\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>start. stop. stuttering. my heart crashes into the pit of my stomach I might forget for 5 minutes, or an hour, and then it all rushes back. in circular thought I spin in dreams we claw through mud as thick&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2146","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2146","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2146"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2146\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2148,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2146\/revisions\/2148"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2146"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2146"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}