{"id":1197,"date":"2008-10-11T07:20:12","date_gmt":"2008-10-11T05:20:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/?p=1197"},"modified":"2008-12-28T21:28:34","modified_gmt":"2008-12-29T03:28:34","slug":"the-dreams-that-hold-onto-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/archives\/1197","title":{"rendered":"the dreams that hold onto me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/flickr.com\/photos\/sholeh\/1233941853\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" title=\"the end\" src=\"http:\/\/farm2.static.flickr.com\/1192\/1233941853_62361da620_m.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"240\" height=\"180\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I dreamed we were all standing on the shore<br \/>\nstaring across the bay<br \/>\nand our feet felt the rocks beneath our shoes.<br \/>\nThere were clouds above and below<br \/>\nin between our silent stares.<br \/>\nWe all gathered in an empty stone house<br \/>\nelbows touching, feet shuffling<br \/>\nand our spirits were lifted by a Hand.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I dreamed that your eyes stabbed into mine<br \/>\nmade me realize that in some ways<br \/>\nit is better that I am gone.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I dreamed that my suitcases<br \/>\nwere being packed one last time<br \/>\n(for the fourth time)<br \/>\nand I know I haven&#8217;t left yet.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I dreamed that you were so happy<br \/>\ndressed in white.<br \/>\nand so confused.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I dreamed that we were in a forest,<br \/>\nand you came to me smiling<br \/>\nthere were never words said<br \/>\nand I am left wondering.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I dreamed we were all standing on the shore staring across the bay and our feet felt the rocks beneath our shoes. There were clouds above and below in between our silent stares. We all gathered in an empty stone&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[14,19,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1197","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-haifa","category-personal","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1197","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1197"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1197\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1395,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1197\/revisions\/1395"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1197"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1197"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sholeh.calmstorm.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1197"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}